One way my depression is impacting my daily life is....

is that it makes everyone view me differently as if I'm not a human.

I feel like I can not do anything right and whenever things atart going OK it's only a sign that it's all fixing to come crashing down again. I am so scared to be happy because I'm afraid it is only a sign that another big pile of crap is about to get dumped on me.

Makes thinking positive foggy. I want to sleep all day or cry.

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I keep getting into fights with my bf for no reason and it's making him hate me.

I keep starting fights with my bf for no reason and now he hates me.

It leaves me unable to motivate myself most of the time. Almost everything feels like a chore I must force myself to do.

i fail to accept people do care about me, i cant accept that i do genuinely have friends, and that not everyone hates me

I can't enjoy my life

Whenever anything is going ok, I panic because I always feel something will go wrong.