Putting an end to this
I've been dealing with this for far too long and I wish to put an end to it. However, I've been dealing with it for many, many years and it's become an indomitable monster by this point.
What I want to say is that I'm fighting this on my own and I'd like to find some support. Whenever I'm alone at home, I try my best to not let my intrusive thoughts get the best of me.
Also, this is kinda off-topic, but whenever my body hurts, my mind races with many bad thoughts and I break into a really cold sweat. Anyone else got that?
@Drakien
Hey Drakien,
I'm sorry for the very late reply. I'm sorry to hear about how long you've been struggling with this. I understand fighting on your own and wanting/needing support. I understand trying to keep your thoughts controllable. I have never experienced cold sweat. I have experienced when your body hurts and you experience bad thoughts. I'm sorry to hear that you're struggling with as well. I know fighting this is not easy. Please don't think we ignored you, we didn't. You matter to us. Your feelings and emotions are valid. Please know that you're not alone and that we can relate to you. I know it's difficult right now but things will get better. There is hope. I hope this message finds you safe and heathy. ❤️
