Sleepless nights are back

Lost my job a couple days ago, everything was going great til then I fell down to the rabbit hole again. Had a breakdown last week ever since then my sleepless night came back, I’ve gotten paranoid seeing things that aren’t there because of my lack of sleep...hearing things I thought my nephew was here yesterday morning I heard a baby crying be he wasn’t...even asked my mom if he was here she looked at me crazy...I don’t know how I’m functioning at the moment...It feels like I’m going crazy just to top that off my emotions are all over the place normally I’ll have the in control...I feel like a ticking bomb that’s about to go off