Struggling to Human
Hey there,
I am new to all this but I just need someone somewhere to understand me as I am getting to the point where I don't know how to cope.
I am really struggling with people, my 'Friends' don't particularly bother with me. Its always me that has to put in the effort, ask them if they are okay, what's going on in their life but the never ask me in return or just check in. It makes me feel unimportant and insignificant. I feel numb all the time now like I stare off into space and it feels like 5 mins but has really been an hour or something and it is just like I hardly exist in this world.
Being at Uni doesn't help, the people there only talk to me when they need help with their work and then they don't know who I am. There is one girl I am friends with but the friendship is so new I don't want to 'scare her off' if you get what I mean.
I guess I'm just looking for someone to understand me and not leave like everyone else when it gets too difficult. There is much I want/need to speak about but no one sticks around long enough for me to talk. They talk and I listen but when it comes to the other way around when I need someone, suddenly there is no one...
Sorry for the rant, i had to get it off my chest.
@Oakshield
i know exactly how u feel... i am on the same boat for years now... but gladly 7cups is here to change the concept in my head that i am insignificant... my listener friends do play an important role... they make me feel that i am not alone...
one thing i have learned... God never put us in a situation where we cant able to cope up with... sometimes we just really need to look for the "at least" in everything...
if we feel we are the only one who is concerned about our friends... at least we can brighten up their day...
never change... yes.. it is tiring sometimes... but we learn to be kind and never treat others the way we dont want to be treated... because we know exactly how it feels...
one thing my listener friend told me... "just be you" 😊 your simple "hello" or "how are you" may bring a light to someone's day... dont stop in doing simple kind gestures... because it do have impact that u cant imagine...
may God continue to bless u more... just be happy...
if u feel no one misses u... at least u made them feel that someone in the earth thinks about them...
there is always the "at least" 😊
hope u will be just fine 😊
@Oakshield
one thing more... i learn to get close to God whenever no one is around to hear me out...
and 7cups is here too...
my prayers with u 😊 it is alright to breathe it out...
