Stuck in terms of my Relationship
I love my girlfriend. I really do, we have been together for about 1.5 years. She supports me through my depression ever since I opened up to her about it. Honestly I feel like nobody else cares about me but her and that alone makes me sad. Because I feel like I am not in a place where I can be in a relationship anymore. I cant take her worrying so much. I feel awful and if I cant love myself (who I actually hate) then how can I commit to a relationship. However I know it would break her heart because she loves me and cannot bear a long period of time without me. I dont know what to do. I know it is about my life, but either option seems unfair to her. Who am I going to confide in at this point too? I dont want it to be at the expense of the relationship. Please help people I feel so alone and hopeless.
@Tbigbro278
First of all, feel hugged you lovely hero. <3
You are strong and independent. Noone can make your decisions but you. What do you think would be the best hing for YOU?
Love and best of wishes,
Erik
@Tbigbro278 you seem to be in a very troubling position right now. I can see why it's difficult to decide as well since you want the best for your gf but even that seems like it will hurt her. It is best that you discuss it with her since two people's feelings are involved here.
All the best to you. 