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User Profile: generousTurtle1941
generousTurtle1941 July 19th, 2015

Thank you to all my friends for being here , but even that can't change what happened in the past. I've been incredibly depressed for a good year or so. Everyone's left , ex's .. Old "best" friends , you name it there gone. My heart doesn't heal , I'm sorry. I don't want to be suicidal.. But it's all I think about.

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User Profile: niamh333
niamh333 July 19th, 2015

Hi turtle, it sounds like you're going through a pretty tough time just now and it's completely valid to feel the way you do. However I am of course sorry to hear you're feeling this way. Unfortunately we are not crisis trained so I can not properly support you through this. Please visit suicide.org to find a hot line in your country and seek appropriate care and support. Remember you are stronger than you feel and very, very important. Feel free to message me any time. Take care :)

User Profile: niamh333
niamh333 July 19th, 2015

@generousturtle1941

User Profile: EtaAlpha
EtaAlpha July 19th, 2015

Hey @generousTurtle1941

I'm really sorry to hear you're feeling so bad right now, it sounds like you're going through a terrible time.

I know you're probably here for support, but as @niamh333 has said, unfortunately we're not the best people to help you. None of the listeners here are crisis trained, this means they're not the best people to help you if you're seriously considering ending your life.

If you are really thinking about taking your life right now I'd suggest having a look at imalive.org, they're a free online chat service like us, but all their volunteers are trained to help you. I know it's frustrating to be passed on like this, but we really just want you to get the help you deserve.

If you're looking to talk to someone on the phone this list of crisis lines might be able to help.

I really hope you're able to reach out to someone. If you're not seriously considering taking your life right now, please still feel free to talk to a listener.

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User Profile: fearlessPapaya2226
fearlessPapaya2226 July 19th, 2015

HI I know how your feeling, I sometimes feel the same way, Just cant find any peace or happiness to life anymore. BUT I think of the people that love me and hopefully things will get better. Your not on your own, there are many other people like us I,m here for you if you need me, and sending lots of love and support to you. TIME is a great healer.heartTake care of yourself.

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User Profile: uglyPandaMan
uglyPandaMan July 20th, 2015

Sorry to hear about this. I hope whatever you're enduring right now will only be temporary..

User Profile: Kittensdelight
Kittensdelight July 20th, 2015

I've been suicidal in the past. I try my best not to think about it.. I suggest you just do what makes you happy, and fuck the haters. cool

User Profile: Bearbear
Bearbear July 21st, 2015

Hello to every one.everyday I wake up I just won't to go somewheres and just die.my life is not worth loveing it's so hard to find someone to talk to.one day I will be dead iv ben this way for a long long time my life any. Going no where's can't get a head tierd of waking up and doing to set hung every day

@generousTurtle1941 hi are you better?  I have some story to share with you.  Can we chat?