The Pain Will End Soon [TRIGGER WARNING]
I am 13 and I hate my life. My dad used to beat me and left when I was 9. He used to do twisted stuff like make me sit in the oven. My mom says she will never love me. Everyday I come home and can't even eat because the tension is so much. I am planning to commit suicide on sunday.
Sounds like you've really gone through a lot, and I'm so sorry you've had to endure all that. I strongly encourage you to reach out to someone who can can help you, like one of the suicide hotlines listed here, or the online suicide help resources listed here. Our listeners will be happy to chat with you once you're feeling a bit better.
I know it may not feel like it, and you really may not believe me right now, but you absolutely deserve to be happy and to be loved. It can be frightening and intimidating to reach out for help, but our entire community is here to support you
I am so sorry you have gone through all of this. You should NEVER have to deal with ANY of this. But please know there are people out there, especially here in this community, who care about you and believe in you. Please take one of the suicide help resources to see you through the pain right now. Just know that by sharing your story with us you are showing a TREMENDOUS amount of bravery and that you are a worthy person.
Even though I completely understand your pain..I'm hoping you changed your mind and are feeling at least a little better today. Take care....
Hoping you will please check in with us and that you are doing a little better.
Please let us hear from you
I reallyhope you're still alive..we're all here to listen and we all care.
you are in my thoughts, i really hope you are okay.. please know we are all here to listen to you.. you are not alone
