Theres no point in life for me anymore
Like Im going through so much rn like I feel so lonely everywhere and I have so many fake friends who just try to use me and take advantage of my kindness and like even my closest friends stopped talking to me and it seems like they dont even care about me anymore and whenever I try to talk to them its so awkward and Ive tried to pur my heart out to them but they didnt really care and also my mom is treating me like shit like she gets mad about my clothe and what I wear even though I dont wear anything inapportiate shes like ohh our religion says we cant wear this and all that shit and like I used to be really faithful to god and pray a lot and follow the rules even if I didnt want to but like no matter how much I prayed and all bad luck always comes to me and I never got anything I wanted and my mom is fricking being so annoying she keeps comparing me to my friends and she never appreciates anything I do. Trust me I tried to talk about my depression to her but she just keeps saying everything is my fault and my depression is affecting everything and like I was so depressed last year so I couldn't focus well on my grades and also I had trouble with my teachers and class and I'm still having trouble but I just feel so worthless and like everyday I'm going though the same shit and it feels like theres no point in life anymore
@unicorns456 Hi there. I would like to say that this is very difficult for you and unfair. It seems that everything is falling apart and that there is a sense of "hopelessness" that you feel. It is hard when you have friends as you described since there isn't a sense of belonging at all and therefore makes you feel lonely and isolated. Although everything seems overwhelming, there are ways to get out of this sadness your in. I really do feel you and I'm sorry life has been this way to you. It is indeed a really challenging time. Here you'll find support. Send me or other listeners who you want for a chat, we're here to support you. Above all, there are people that care and love you. It will be ok! 👍
@unicorns456
It sounds like you're going through a lot right now and I'm very sorry to hear that you aren't receiving the social support you need from your friends or your mother. The lack of empathy and understanding from those around you can sometimes make depression worse and even more painful. You did your best in trying to reach out to them and it is not your fault that they aren't as understanding as they should. While it's true that depression can affect other parts of your life (like grades, relationships etc), no one asks to get depression and it's not your fault that you are experiencing it. Thank you for not letting that prevent you from finding other help and reaching out to us here at 7cups.
Yes there is! To wake up and see light every morning, there are some babies who died in their moms stomach, who knew what they would have grown up to be. They didnt have a choice in life or death, but you do.
@unicorns456
Oh no, sounds like you are feeling troubled. I am so sorry cause I understand, sad thing is, life can be so painful for some of us. Sending you love and hope to get through this difficult life you are facing.