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unicorns456
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anxious about the future
Anxiety Support / by unicorns456
Last post
 January 21st, 2021
...See more I’m currently a junior in high school, almost done with my first semester but I’ve been so anxious about the future recently. I just got an email from my school today that we’re gonna take the SATS this spring at school and ever since i heard that i’ve just been panicking inside because I don’t think i’m ready to take the test because I haven’t studied in so long, and I’m not good at any of the subjects on it. Plus I’m a really nervous test taker too. It’s not just the SATS, but I feel like it’s unfair how for applying for colleges or scholarships most of them always assess you on one thing like for example having to write an essay, which i’ve always been bad at ever since I was a kid. Also i’m really worried for college and job interviews because I have really bad anxiety and I feel like I’ll blank out and not know what to say and ruin my opportunities. I honestly have no clue what I wanna do in my life and I know i’m not supposed to have everything figured out, but i’m always constantly worrying about the future. Also realizing how colleges are so expensive is making me rethink of whether I really wanna go to college, but I know it’s probably better to and my parents will kill me if I don’t. For my whole life, I’ve always been looked down on my achievements especially towards my parents who have always compared me to my friends and other kids which they still continue to do so. I just feel like no matter what I do, I’ll never be able to please them either. Sometimes I feel like I don’t have any purpose in life and I feel like I’ll never find anything that i’m good at or passionate about. I always just feel so lost in life and I’m just wasting my time away.
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fading from friends
Relationship Stress / by unicorns456
Last post
 September 11th, 2020
...See more so like in the past, i've had a lot of fake friends who were really toxic and brought me down to my lowest point and i felt so lonely around them and would try so hard to fit in. luckily now, i have better friends but sometimes i feel lonely and scared. like even some of my close friends have moved away and i've faded with them and it just really sucks. also this has also happened in the past, but i feel like in every friend group there's a friend who i'm just not as close with as our other mutual friends, like we're on good terms and all but it'll just be awkward if it's just us two but like around our other friends they seem so different and it just really bothers me and makes me feel insecure. like maybe i'm overthinking it but i've had such a hard past so i guess i kinda still have trust issues. like i know friends come and go but for me i feel like it always happens to the ppl who i really get attached to or have a special bond with them and it just really sucks.
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I can
Depression Support / by unicorns456
Last post
 June 23rd, 2020
...See more i just feel so lonely at home and i hate being stuck with my parents because they've been making me feel so depressed recently, like they've always brought me down so much to the point where i bring myself to my lowest point. i barely have any friends to talk to either, like im always there for people but when i need someone no one's ever there for me. i just feel like im not good enough for anyone and sometimes i wish i could just disappear because no one gives a damn about me. i literally had an argument with my mom a while ago, and she said so much hurtful things to me. I know I shouldn
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feel like giving up
Depression Support / by unicorns456
Last post
 September 29th, 2019
...See more i'm just so tired of everything. i've been feeling depressed for so long and it gets really hard at time and i just start losing my mind and start having these bad thoughts. especially recently, i feel like i keep falling into this dark stage and whenever i think or have hope that things will get better everything goes to shit again. no matter how hard i try i just feel like i'm not good enoguh for anyone, not even my friends or family. i always feel so insecure about every part of myself like honestly it feels like i'll never find anyone who will actually love me for who i am. i always feel so lonely no matter where or who i'm with and its hard for me to open up to people because people have hurt me in the past and because of that i have trust issues. sometimes i feel like i can't even tell anyone how im really feeling because it feels like no one cares or they're just tired of me ranting all the time. honestly i feel like everyone would be better off without me and that god hates me or smth and i dont deserve to be happy.
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tired of it
Depression Support / by unicorns456
Last post
 April 7th, 2020
...See more So im in year 10 and ever since school started my life fell apart. I literally feel so depressed and lonely like i have no classes with my friends and i only made one friend so far but it's still awkward and some of my friends i was close to last year became strangers to me and also i have a class with my crush and its double period and i really wanna talk to him but i can't and plus i dont think he'll even like me back like he seems like a player but i can't seem to get over him no matter how hard i try. also i've been feeling so stressed and this year i actually had a goal to try to get my grades up but i always keep losing motivation and my parents tell me how i dont even try and im not good enough but i literally try so hard but they just dont see it and it just always made me look down on myself ever since i was little. Like because of this, I literally lose motivation and hope so easily and i'm not even talented in anything and i lose interest in things easily like idk what i even wanna do in the future and i don't even have that much time left. I just feel like no one cares about my feelings anymore like i literally have no one to talk to about it and i've fallen into a dark state and idk i just feel like giving up on life like people keep saying it's going to get better but whenever i think that it always turns to shit again and sometimes i feel like god hates me and i don't deserve happiness
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Scared of getting hurt again
Depression Support / by unicorns456
Last post
 December 21st, 2018
...See more So like I just started high school like a week or two ago. I wanted high school to be a fresh new start for me because middle school was pretty hard for me. I've had a lot of fake friends who tried to use me and people who stabbed me in the back and made me feel so insecure and lonely. I thought high school would be a bit easier but it actually seems harder. It's so hard to make friends and I'm kind of a shy person so it's hard to be outgoing. I'm trying to change that and try to put myself out there but it's really hard especially in a new school with new people. I'm not that shy once you really get to know me. However I really have trust issues cause of all the people that hurt me. I feel like no one really cares and appreciates me as much as I do and that I'm always the one that cares more. I want to find real friends but I'm scared that what if they soon leave me, like you never know who's going to leave you and it's like the more you trust people and let them into your life they take advantage and find a way to leave you.Also there was like this guy who I've loved for 3 years and I believe he's my first love. Like I never really loved anyone as much I loved him. We were good friends and pretty close at a time but soon we started to fade. He dated someone else who really changed him but soon left him and broke his heart. I've tried to tell him how I felt but I don't think he felt the same way or maybe he did but he soon lost interest. He really broke my heart and I just feel like no one will really love me for who I am, I'm not even that pretty. But like there was is guy in one of my classes who really seems smart,outgoing, and funny. He really made laugh on the first day and made my day a bit better since I had a horrible day. However I'm not sure if I'm starting to develop feelings for him. I guess I'm trying to deny it cause I'm scared to fall for someone else like he seems so cool and all while I'm a stupid shy girl. Like I do wanna get to know him better and be his friend first but I'm scared of getting attached and being heartbroken again. Like in high school everything is so different and more stressful like they give us so much homework since day 1 and like I want to be more serious about my studies but like I'm so stressed out and there's so much in my mind.
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