Venting
I don't even know anymore. Its was months since I last harmed myself but the stress became so much that this was the only way to deal with it . Work life and home life, it's all the same nonsense. I don't know why I wake up in the morning and try at all . The crazy thing is I think I can see a better life for myself but I feel or rather think my depression will just bring me down even if I do grab that life. It's all the same so why should I even try anymore
@HiMisterKyle I'm so sorry to hear that you are having such a rough and hopeless time. I'm sure it overwhelms you. But it doesn't have to last that way. Reaching out on 7 cups and finding support can help you through this, I hope it gets better for you soon.
I am sorry that you feeel this way.
Thank you guys for sympathizing with me and my situation. I really needed to vent , this was the only place I could be real and have people actually listen. Things are still not good but I still want to try for better life, it just that when things get too much I lose myself in emotions