What's left?
I don't know what to do anymore. My depression has come back with full-force, along with the anxiety of juggling essays and my dissertation which is due early next month. I met a guy who I really like. He's been the only thing recently that has given me an ounce of something to live for.
However, unsurprisingly, it looks like it's going tits-up. He lives in Oxford, and I live originally from the Midlands, and I'm finishing my third year at university in Chester, near Liverpool - further than where he is. He has two kids, a busy job, and he doesn't know how or if it'll work out between us - regardless of me moving nearer.
I repeatedly think about ending it all, I know I do shouldn't live for one person, but I do. I can see it falling to-bits already, which every potential relationship with every other guy I like, but I like this guy so much it hurts. I don't value anything else in life. I really wish I could just end it all.
Any advice please? I could do with some support, thanks.
@Simon22UK Hello! I am understanding that you think your only reason for living is because of one specific person? Well let me tell you something, You do have something to live for. Everyone here on earth is here for a reason. No matter how you're feeling now, things will get better and will get through this dark tunnel. I know it hurts to move on, or not be with someone who you love. However, Try not to depend on that person for your happiness. You never want to become codependent on someone.
As for advice, the only thing I can think of is either you can try things out between you and the other person. And possibly go to councling. Please do not hurt yourself, If you get that urge again. Maybe PM me, and we can talk a bit. Goodluck. :) <3
@MoBearThank you for the helpful advice 😊
@Simon22UK
@MoBear I can't seem to message you by the way, because you're a "teen listener" apparently, sorry!
@MoBear What she said.