You can rant here
I know how it feels sometimes when you just want to rant, but don't know who to talk too or even if they will care. Well I care. You're not alone! Please feel free to say whats been on your mind lately, if you want someone to talk too or just want to rant away. I will listen.
I wish the Flashbacks were over. I wish the Traumatic events had never happened in the first place. I wish I didnt remember, wish I could keep forgetting like I used to. But that doesnt work anymore so I have to face it you have go through it. It is hard sometimes. I wish the flashbacks and glimpses of memories would stop making me feel like I dont deserve to be alive anymore. Hate that feeling. Hard/tiring to fight so often.
@pioneeringBanana1598 I'm sorry I can relate I feel the same way with flashbacks and nightmares of terrible situations I've been in and vivid memories. It's a terribke feeling to be reminded of your worst memories as random times when random things remind you of it. Try to become as grounded as possible and focus on the present. Trauma tries to sneak up on you like a ghost of the past but if it's possible try to push it away with present feelings and thoughts bc that's what you can control and change is the present
One of my friends constantly tells me that I
@Alternativeartist0203 I don't know your friend, but I'd say that she's not saying those things to be nice. Especially if you've brought up how it hurts you before, and she doesn't stop. It sounds disfunctional to me. Friends are supposed to care for each other and encourage each other. If she's not doing that, it doesn't sound like she's being a very good friend, even if it's the only bad thing she does.
My mom is going back to rehab and I wont get to see her at all while Im home. Ive never had a Christmas without her, Ive seen her so little the past 2 years and the last time I saw her was so miserable and that cant be recitified anytime soon. I want to be like everyone else and be happy about Christmas break and going home but its going to be so awful. Tomorrow is going to be one of the worst days of my life and I cant do anything about it. My life feels like it just continually gets worse, like its completely deteriorated. I dont know if itll ever get any better, and now Im scared Im going to lose everything I care about. I feel like Im suffocating
My roommate used to be my best friend but he ran off with some girl. I helped him work up the courage to tell her how he felt but now he
Nobody believes me that I'm pansexual. I guess its because I like guys more, but other times I like girls more. Like today its like 60% girls and 40% boys but sometimes its the opposite and some times its 80% girls and 20% guys and vise versa. Its really just depends on the day.
I am alienating myself from everybody because my mental illnesses have gotten progressively worse throughout the year, and i am exhausted of fighting back. i wholeheartedly believe in my core that i am a constant burden to everyone around me and i dont deserve even the slightest good thing that happens to me. i want everyone to go on about their day without having to worry about me and check in on me because that makes me feel even worse. i dont want to get help , i just want it to stop and im tired of living in constant agony every day.
I feel weaker than ever
i really just miss my friend joey i miss him so god damn much
I am so sad to see people hurting animals, doing cock fighting when I go out for walks sometimes. I am sad that people who call themselves "the soul and support of the community" do not care and molest others, talk in abusive way and not obbey their own teachings. It makes me sad and angry.
Nobody listens to me. Im a straight A student with ADHD, and both depression and anxiety are common side effects. Everyone treats me like Im stupid, and will only talk to me if Im being lighthearted. Which is usually, but occasionally I just need to talk to someone and nobody is there. I always feel like I dont belong wherever I am.
@MJoak
I had a similiar situation as I've only been approached by others whenever I was cracking up jokes or being helpful in some way. Yet, in my darkest or moments of deep pondering and contemplation, I've felt alone in everything. This is why I recently chose to genuinely and deeply place God into my life. It was then that I started to realize that no one in this world is ever truly alone. I felt a newfound sense of peace in that thought, and although I still battle with loneliness on a daily basis, I feel that I at least have someone (the ultimate "someone") to address it to.
"No man shall be alone in this world." Keep in mind that, by design, we seek others in the world that we can TRULY lean upon for comfort, support, and guidance. Be patient, but also be aware and be diligent. Are you surrounding yourself with the right people? Take the time and reflect on what it is you truly seek in someone and make efforts in realistically and thoughtfully finding this somewhere. But remember to be patient and realistic. Not everyone will understand you and be everything that you need them to be. We are all individually unique for a reason. However, you may just find the ideal person who you can bounce off of perfectly in your deepest feelings. Heck, there's someone RIGHT NOW in the world who may be seeking YOU or the type of person that YOU are.
Find comfort in that you are not alone...in feeling alone.