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I know how it feels sometimes when you just want to rant, but don't know who to talk too or even if they will care. Well I care. You're not alone! Please feel free to say whats been on your mind lately, if you want someone to talk too or just want to rant away. I will listen.
I like a guy . . . yeah yeah most oh you have heard it before. We have been chatting on and off for three years but have yet to meet. These last two weeks we have chatted and three times tried to meet and he has canceled, he a kid so first time it was his kid, second was a nerve injury and third time he had extra work and ear issues.
I like this guy a lot but I'm worried that he likes the nightly chats but does not want to meet. Its the first time I've been happy in years and I fear I'm going to wake up and it be a dream.
@Rebekahwriter13
it sounds like he may be a catfisher, just be careful.
@harmonytoo625 I understand, but we finally met yesterday and it was nice. I am just keep myself blocked a bit because I just don;t want to get hurt again. We really do click, but he is a very busy guy.
I feel Burnt out. I am tired. I need to see other people.
ive been so stressed lately over my anxiety and depression that i struggle to sleep at night and get up in the mornings. The constant feeling of not being good enough for anyone and my social fear are always pushing down on me and ive had it. And i always feel like these fears are totally irrational and i should have no reason to feel the negativity that i do... but nothing i ever tell myself seems to work. It never helps that my parents also tell me that me feeling this way is invalid and that i should suck it up. I feel like i have no one and nothing that will help me get unstuck from the bad place that i am
@Haze2003 Your feelings are valid, no matter what your parents say.
I hope things get better soon.
Hi I feel myself worthless. I am It professional. i loved to teach and cook. I was a happy and cheerful person. But as I wrote I was happy. I am not happy. I am girl and I fear that I don't look good to anyone.I am also very short. I am not able to love myself nor I am able to focus on anything because my mind continuously thinks that I am a bad person no one can ever fall in love with me. I hate myself. If I see anyone taller or beautiful than me it makes me feel how worse I am. I feel like why I exist on this earth. I have no right to live I should k*** myself. I can't tolerate what my mind keep saying. I want to d,**. But then I feel no I should live. but I find no reason to live I lost interest in cooking teaching I continuously think I am worthless. I should d**. God save me
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@Tortoiselover88 You are not a bad person. It sounds to me like your family is trying to make you feel bad. You might not ever be able to make them happy. Especially if they are only looking for the things you do wrong.
You deserve to be here. I hope you find a way to feel better soon.
Ive been struggling with my thoughts and feeling like I wasn't meant to be here for about 5 years now. I was very close with my boyfriend (of 4 years) and told him when i was up and when i was down. He was my lifeline.
When he broke up with me 10 months ago it seemed to break me mentally. I couldn't go to work as easily and luckily was able to work from home and take Tuesday's at home for therapy. My lifeline was gone and the person who I trusted the most not to leave me alone had left me. I had never felt more worthless or unwanted in my life.
I was sad for 6 months and now I'm just angry. I'm so angry all the time and i cant help it. I see red constantly and am snapping at people I shouldn't be snapping at. I feel like the more I don't like myself, the more I am hating others for being happy. How can they do it and not think all these thoughts everyday?? Why can't I be like that??? What's wrong with me?
I've recently start mirtazapine which has left me on a 5 week high but now coming back down and need help.
I've been dealing with depression for over 1 year now and I'm so tired. I wish somebody would care about me.
I have a group of friends that I care about a lot, but I don't want to make them worried about me.
I tried talking to them about it a few months ago, but I was very vague about it and they seem to have forgotten now.
My parents are amazing and they do a lot for me, but they are not really informed about depression and they think this is something that 'will pass, don't worry' and even after I told them about this problem they just told me not to worry and try to get mentally stronger (it's a lost cause, I just have to give up).
There's no one at school I can talk to because I have tried and they always ask to speak with my parents. A therapist is out of the question as well, because my parents believe their job is useless and the only way to solve psychological issues is to 'wait it out and get over it'.
I'm not that open about my problems, but why does nobody notice I'm always sad or tired?
I don't want to be selfish and make people worried about me, but why does nobody worry about me?
I'm invisible, nobody sees me. It's not fair, I try to always be good and behave and not make a scene in front of everyone when life decides to kick me in the stomach once again, but why do the people who make a big fuss about anything? Am I being selfish for saying this? I always feel like I am. I'm sorry.
I just wish somebody would be by my side at a time like this... I know mine is not the worst case of all by far, but I just wish so bad that somebody would listen to me. I just want to be seen.
@Holomountain You aren't being selfish. Everyone needs people who care. Maybe you could try talking to your friends again? I can't promise it'll help. They might understand better than your parents though.
I'm really sorry your school isn't handling this better. You deserve to be able to talk about this.
Hate everything right now and I wish I could tell my parents about this problem. I want to say that after the accident I have been upset, hiding food in my room and will binge eat. I hate myself and this problem.
I'm going to have a tough time ahead, and I'm already running on fumes. I have SAD (seasonal affective disorder) which means I'm a depressed bundle of anxiety from mid August to april/may. Which leaves 2-3 months recovery time in the summer for me to stock up on energy. Last autumn/winter was rather mild for me so I felt happy. But then when summer came, I fell into a depression. So now, I won't have my 2 month breather, and then I'll go back to the seasonal affective disorder with the depression like a morbid cherry on top. I have no idea how I will cope.
I don't know what to do. Life is meaningless. Perception is flawed. I'll never truly know much of anything. The lack of control I have in my life is killing me, making me bitter. We don't choose how things affect us, regardless of what people say. If you could, there'd just be a switch. We don't choose our biology, or our capabilities. Pisses me off how I can't do anything about how worthless I am. How worthless everything is. I can't do anything. All I do is just wallow in self loathing, bitterness, anger, frustration, and sadness all day long, every day of the week. There's never a day where I feel fine. Felt like this most of my life. Even before I was like this, I still was relatively unhappy. I'm just pissed. I can't accurately put it into words, I feel, just how frustrated and miserable I am. Honestly, I just wish that I won't wake up in the morning whenever I go to sleep, and I am inevitably met with disappointment when I open my eyes again. And now, I just feel pathetic for saying anything about it, even if it's on an anonymous online forum. I'm a dumbass.