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Is it too much to ask for a 'normal' and ' depression free ' life ?? If other people have such life , why not me then ??

I have to idea where to start with this rant. . But 2020 can kiss my butt. .

I'm in a very bad living situition (only good thing is the roof and so-so)

My computer is broke and finding one right now is bad due to all of the kids taking them for schooling.

I'm sick to death of the virus and politic and the number count.

The mask causes me to hyperventilate. Shopping is not fun anymore. It's a chore.

I have so many health issues, but I don't trust the hospitals or doctors offices. I have pcos which causes extreme mood swings, irregular periods, pain, headaches, exhaustion facial hair and weight gain (and other things) I lost 17 pounds last years, but got gout and can't walk it off like I did before and regained the weight this year. (All the doctor practically call me lazy and tell me it's all in my head and simply lose weight.)

I'm in lovewith my best friend who is with a girl who claims she love's him, but when he got attacked the other day she blew him off. He talks to me more than her. I've talked him down several times. He does have feelings for her and is afraid if he breaks it off than she would do something stupid as she is suicidal. (Wow, maybe I should write the story, from a writers perspective. I also have bad writers block, extreme anxiety and depression . )

I have an editing job, but my home life has been very distracting. I'm afraid one day we will get kicked out.

I am slowly losing my mind.

nothing could ever justify what you guys did.

your boyfriend was the one to blame, not me.

Days when my depression is really really getting the better of me it feels like a dark, heavy, ominous cloud creeping in over the sun and the sky, taking over and bursting with rain the second it reaches breaking point.

Today was one of those days and fittingly the weather really seemed to express how I felt.
Im scared of this feeling, of how long it will last, if it'll ever go away, will it get worse, will it get better, is there anything that will pull me out of it?

I want to help myself but I don't have the motivation or the drive, I want to so so badly to stop feeling so awful so much of the time but I just can't seem to find that extra little push to get it started.

I feel like I'm in a deep hole that I can see the escape but it's so out of reach and I've tried before but every time I try the hole gets deeper and I just don't want to keep trying if it doesn't get me anywhere different.

I am completely pissed off and fed-up of my life . Every day , every moment is nothing but excruciating pain and agony . I want to cry , scream and possibly fade away from this mess . :(.

my anger is gone. i'm just sad now. when did it become bad to see the best in people? i just hoped you'd all be better.

My depression has been gone for a long time. I admit Ive been using it as an excuse.

But just because the depression is gone, it doesnt mean that my life is all rainbows and sunshine. I still have the problems Ive always had: bad people skills and shitty career. Pessimistic thinking style. Looking for the worst in situations. Low stress tolerance.

Its funny because now that the worst is over, I dont feel much compassion for people in the throes of it. If anything, I feel resentment for my friend who has depression, and prefer instead to spend my time going to parties and meeting happy people. Its all very ironic to me how this works out.

for the love of god just let me live my life. i unkowningly got involved with a straight up sadist. just let me move on

So much I want to rant about that I don't know where to start. I'm just fed up of my life, being a lone and away from the man I love who doesn't seems to care about my existence noweven though we've been married for 5 years!

Why do you like to torture me so badly. Is it fun to see me crumble and break apart then you can scold me for being weak or even find more reason to ignore me even longer?!

You dare to say that my sincere love tp you is not a proper love. Now I ask you, have you ever love me properly then if all you do left me feel misserable about myself?! Yet why am I so stupid and naive for still loving you this much. I don't understand. I hate myself sometimes.