feeling trapped in my own body
ive been disassociating badly again. nothing feels right, being inside of this body doesnt feel right. its not that i feel i was born in the wrong body, its that i feel i was born in the wrong place, wrong planet, wrong time, wrong species, wrong everything, nothing feels right and i feel extremely apathetic towards everything. nothing makes sense and i feel incredibly disconnected. i am not my body i feel like my personality doesnt match my appearance and i hate how i look. i cant get through 5 minutes without thinking about how disgusted i am by my body, and how i hate being stuck in this flesh prison. ive noticed a depressive episode creeping up on me for a while and now its taken me by full force. im extremely paranoid, low energy, unmotivated, and insecure, and i dont know how to controll or stop it.
In responce to Feeling Traped In My Own Body
I here you.
I feel your pain.
I really do.
I am so so sorry,your hurting in side.
I hope things get better for you.
Your best freind can be you! You can take one hand with the other and guide yourself through life. You can comfort the person looking back in the mirror. You can reflect the love and support you need instead of being projected upon by meaningless people.
