i'm back to feeling apathetic
I feel super empty rn. I don't know how else to say it. It's weird today was like every other day, and then some switch went off and i just feel numb. I haven't felt like this in a while. All I know is that things in my life became overwhelming (there not that big of a deal, but for me it is) and I internalize what's going on. I know I could try to be happy and put on a smile, but that would be lying to everyone including myself. I don't if any of this made sense, I just needed to vent.
@crystalxbonnet
Hi there !
Although I don't have any suggestion for you on feeling empty (as it's something I find hard to deal with), I think I understand what you mean. I also get that off switch thing, feels like a computer crash. The world keeps spinning, everyone rushes around me and I'm just standing there watching with my feet glued to the ground.
Just know that things don't need to be a big deal. If they affect you, then they affect you. You don't need to justify your feelings. And there's no need to make sense, it's fine just sharing everything that goes through your mind.
I wish you less empty days to come, good luck and hang on in there <3
