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i walked out of class. i have never left a class early because of my mental health. i sat there crying and telling myself i’m a burden for two hours. i wasn’t even concerned about myself. i was concerned that i was making those around me uncomfortable and that i was hurting them by being sad around them. so i left. i’m at my breaking point. i’m tired. i want it all to stop.
You are stronger thank you know. You are not a burden. You are a blessing and here in this world for a reason. It’s good that you removed yourself from a situation that could possibly make your depression worse. School can be very triggering. I’m sure your other classmates may be going through the same thing but choose to ignore their emotions. However, just by you being here shows that you acknowledge the fact that you want to get help and that takes a lot of strength and courage. You should be proud of yourself. I wish you the best of luck.
thank you for the response. i had a long conversation with my uncle who was able to talk with me and get me on the right track. i decided to keep pushing and continue with things because even though things are hard now, it’s temporary and i’m strong.
Sending strength and peace. You sound like you could really use some support right now. I understand that talk therapy sounds a little daunting.
Maybe trying this for a few weeks will get you up to the point that you can attempt the therapy, It really can help.
You do deserve to feel better and it is possible. @minecraftdirt
i got sent to my school counseling services today and they really helped. i’m taking steps on the path to get the help i need. i appreciate your reply. :)
That sounds awesome! I am glad that you are trying to get some help. The path isn't easy but there are lots of people out there to hold your hand along the way. @minecraftdirt
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It must be really difficult for you to have to make that decision, but sometimes we need it. Take care of yourself and don't be afraid to reach out for help if needed. You're valuable to us and the people around you. Hoping for healing and happiness to come to you speedily!