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@Ayushi01

i know how you feel ... I know because I feel the same way .. seems like no one cares .. seems like there is no point.. but when I hear you say it I want to help.. forget others .. is this really something you want to do .. you are jus in a situation were things are out of your hand .. please don't decide on ending your life .. sit down and think about yourself first no one else but u .. what will make you happy? If you decide to end ur life will that really end your troubles.. from someone who has thought about it many times believe me .. that is the worst option available 😓 I will be happy to listen if u want to talk

@Ayushi01 Unfortunately 7 Cups is not designed to help with the kind of feelings you have. For more information see: 7cups.com/crisis

I understand that offers of help and consolation are not what you need at a time like this. Even so, if you'd ever like to chat about what has made you so exhausted and done with everything, just click on my profile image and message me.

Charlie

I feel the Same way as You 😶@Ayushi01

@Ayushi01

You should not do this and reconsider. I have been feeling the lowest I have ever felt when there were moments in my past where I thought I couldn't feel any worse. I don't know what the future brings or if things will get better. Suffering each and every day is absolutely exhausting and it feels like a waste but I must reassure you that we all do exist with purpose. I think some could argue that they aren't artistic or talented to turn their pain into art. But these aspects of who we are despite being a struggle are something you are not feeling alone. There is a community here that does want to help and I'm not sure how long you've been dealing with this but you came to ask this question on a Depression Support forum versus just going on google and immediately commiting. Deep down you must've known that you weren't going to get actual suggestions and I'm glad you came here. As generic as it sounds, your life is valuable and meaningful. I can't personally go on to tell you how great you are because I don't know you outside of this post but there are people here willing to help and you may argue against it but you are more than how terrible you are feeling.

@Ayushi01

Trigger Warning

Two months ago, I attempted to take my own life. It was the worst mistake I have ever make. Sobbing as I had to tell my parents what I had done; their reaction went along the lines of "You wouldn't do this to yourself, to us, to your friends and family" We pretended it didn't happen like I hadn't almost died, like I didn't need an organ transplant. I remember vomiting all over myself and my room; even tho it's clean now I can't enter it. I sleep with my mom because I am so scared I will try again. They have hidden all objects that I may use to try again. Sucide did get me the help, I need but it would be a lot easier to ask. When I look back now, I think of all the people (& animals) that would have missed me; my parents, teachers, friends, friends parents, fellow students, pets, cousins, aunts, uncles, grandfathers, grandmothers, neighbors, grand uncles, grand aunts, old/ex friends and me; I would have missed the experience of what I have experienced in the last two months; my parents and friends love, Christmas, crying in the back of the car and throwing up. Please I beg of you have the strength to reach out to a trusted adult; if it's too hard to say feel free to draw or write it.