very depressed
I am feeling really hurt and worried.. I don't know what to do anymore except give up, I think that giving up is my only option right now. It will take away all of the hurt that I am feeling. Theres alot going on in my life right now. I am having issues with my friends, family and I was assaulted. This is all very stressful to handle and I can`t deal with this anymore. My friends are not being nice to me. They push me around and they call me really mean names. Like they say that I am stupid, ugly, fat, a loser, a loner and that no one likes me. I have weight issues and my friends always have to put me down about it. Just because they are so skinny doesn't mean they are the best. They think that they are so cool and that people like them because of there looks. They call me ugly all the time and they brag about how pretty they are. They are really pretty but it doesn't mean that they have to be so mean to me. Now I have no one because none of my friends like me because they are all listening to everything that my other friends all say. The names that they call me really hurt. They don't care. I have been skipping meals. I think I am fat so I shouldn`t eat.