wondering if anyone

wondering if anyone with depression has made actual mistakes that impact them and how they delt with them .

I'

m so mad ormay Isay pissed of at myself. I blamed my stupid depression. I waspaying something on line for a relative and it automatically gave the option to pay the full amount on my credit card which is about 5000, mind you i was only to pay 50, had to change that full 5000 to 50 but got distracted dog barking etc, pymentws asked unexpexted and ended pressing the wrong button and payed the Full amount!! On my visa. Point is i called my bank over 3 times said they couldn't do anything Is up to the merchant to give it bck, but since it's a over due fine from the gornmenti found put it's almost impossible for them to return it bck. I have one more hope left that when it is posted and the merchat received it i can "try" to convince them, however talked to paralegals and said it would be impossible, i will still try :s