Doing the right thing i guess

Hey guys it's been a rough day for me and i just want to let it all out. I've never really talked about myself so this is a little hard for me. I've always put other people and their needs before my own, because I tend to care a lot about the ones around me and don't get me wrong helping people is great, but sometimes it's a little self destructive. Let's say i've recently started to fall for someone and then i found out that this certain someone is falling for someone who's also close to me. However I know that they would be good for each other as they've both been through a lot and deserve to be happy. So i'm gonna help them get together. I've done this all before (helping the person i'm in love with, being happy with someone else). I know it'll break my heart again, but I have to do it still. I want them to be happy they both deserve to be treated in the best way and I'm sure they will do the best they can to give each other the world. It's just the right thing to do i guess. I can take the pain i'm used to it after all so i'll back off and let them be happy. Nobody else has to know about how I feel. It doesn't matter as long as they're alright. It will go away eventually anyway. But sometimes I just wish that i could have someone to be happy with. It would make "doing the right thing" so much easier. People always say "you'll get what you deserve" so it's like that i guess? I just wish i'd deserve to find love someday.