I cant handdle
I never had a strong friendship where we are close and hangout etc.
As long as I could mantain a close school friend just for the time of school(where I live classes are only during the morning) I was ok and did not care.
But now, I started to notice how left out I am, I have this group of friends that are much more close with echother than with me, and everytime we hangout I feel like my energy is sucked away.
I almost dont participate in conversations because most of them are private or I cant make a point that matters to them. Most of the times I say something nobody reacts, and if someone repeats it becomes something funny. I feel like Im beeing ignored, but I know Im not, I just cant handdle the fact that the only friends I have have other friends that thay like better than me.
I just wanted to feel like people liked me, but everyone I can think of seems to at best tolerate me.
I've also never had strong friendships where I could hang out outside of school either. The so called friends I had, never really understood me nor listened to what I had to say. It was like I was invisible to them. With your group of friends, you seem to be better off than I was. Although they make what you say sound funny when they repeat it, do they do this with every comment you say? If it does not happen with every sentence, they are not exactly making fun of you personally. Of course, this type of behaviour from these friends is very uncalled for, but some people are like that. If you aren't able to get close to a new group of friends, you'll just have to learn to accept that is how some people are like, or learn to ignore the repeating as a tease.
@Gaby234
That can be such a hard moment to feel like that. What kinds of things do your friends and you do together? Maybe you can start to find some new people to do things with. @Gaby234
