feeling trapped

sometimes, i seriously feel trapped by my family and by life. i think it's a phase, but im not absolutely sure. the only 2 female friends i have are ALWAYS busy. i don't like the people in my area they are not to be trusted. i just want to go have fun. my family is falling apart or already has and i dont see the love that used to be there. my familyover the years has had MANY changes, but i'm hoping things will change for the better. my daughter helps in this she's 2 and brightens my world along with anyone else she meets. maybe im not seeing the bigger picture?