i don't know anymore
my therapist fired me. my friends are far away from me. i live in a new city. once again i'm watching the person i want get *** the way they're supposed to because i'm too scared to even tell them i like them. i am a coward. i wasn't a normal teenager and here i am. a child in a adults body watching the real adults be normal. my therapist fired me. i don't think i was ever meant to have anybody. i literally do not know who to talk to anymore. i wish i wasn't the person i was
@versatileOwl4907 There are times where we wish we're not the person who we are. But there's always time to better yourself and become something new. The past is the past and there's more in store for us. That means finding people that actually value you. You are meant to have someone. Don't ever think that you're never meant to have anybody because in contrast you do mean something to somebody. I know it's hard now but someday I know things will get better for you. If you want to talk to anyone, it can be this community of people that try to help each other, like me! We're in this together, you're not alone.
@ItzFritz Hi, I know it's a month later but thank for this reply. The bad feelings are back.
@versatileOwl4907 You as well? Well, what I can say is that rainy days go away eventually, considering that the sun is still shining 24/7. Why are the bad feelings back? If they're back it means they were not around for a period of time. So something was working, that's good to know.