stupid
i am a stupid person. my friends are happy and normal. i am ugly and stupid. i do not know how to explain my loneliness to them because they would not understand. i don’t think i was ever meant to be alive
Hey @versatileOwl4907
I'm sorry to hear that you're feeling this way. It sounds like you are going through a really difficult time at the moment, and this negative self talk is damapening your self esteem.
What would normal look like to you? Please try to remember that everyone has their own struggles and insecurties, even if they may not show it. Your friends may not fully understand what you're going through, but that doesn't mean they wouldn't care about you and want to support you.
You are a valunable individual, deserving of love and happiness. Please take care of yourself and know you don't have to struggle through this alone. 💛
Hi, thanks for the response.
Normal means that you’re attractive and in a relationship. It means that you get to stay with your partner and be stuck at home with your *** family. I’m ugly and I’ve never been in a relationship and that’s very abnormal for my age. It seems to come easily to everyone else but I struggle with it so badly that there’s no point explaining it to them. They can’t relate and they'd see what a loser I am.
It’s hard for me to not speak poorly about myself, because I’m sure that’s how everyone else sees me.