One difficult life situation I am facing right now is....

Differentiating between what's toxic and what's not. I'm having a hard time telling I'm making the same mistakes again or I'm moving forward. I don't trust my head. It has a long history of taking advantage of me.

the feeling that I'm lost, I don't suit to any company or smth like that

Going on a family trip, but a stranger was invited. My sister's bf has no money and he stupidly agreed to go on the trip. Idk how he will pay my parents back because he doesn't even have money to but souvenirs. My mom let him borrow some money to buy food, but he wouldn't even use it to pay; my sister paid for the food. He's so inconsiderate towards women, especially me just because I had an argument with my sister. I wish he was never invited on this trip; it's called a family trip for a reason...

Dealing with the loss of my six week old niece, Josie Grace, to SIDS

getting back on track academically

One difficult situation I'm dealing with right now is not being able to leave the house even though I need a job, education etc.

My relationship with my grandmother, who yells at me for no reason. That makes me fell sick and unable to do my work correctly. I'm highly nervous these days.

I haven't really going outside my house for almost 8 years because of my depression and anxiety. I really want to start college soon, but it's still too hard for me. Also struggling with family and health problem. I'm tired of living like this yet haven't do anything to change it. I'm hopeless.

Divorce. Which is going to lead to loneliness and being a single parent.

Having depression but not knowing what to do about it. (Don't want to do meds and I can't afford therapy, period.) I've had it for so long that it's kind of become normal. There are so many things I want to fix about my life, but it's like there's this emptiness and inertia in me that make it hard to change and move forward. Also struggling with feelings of betrayal and guilt in past relationships.