One thing I always overthink is....

Is it worth staying alive if every day hurts?

if i am intended to keep running in circles and never really get better

How Im going to prevent everything from falling a part.

The rejections and outcomes of the situation I'm at.

I've been overthinking my existence since I was quite young, I didn't have anyone to talk to about my place in life; I didn't know why I was alive. My friends' kept moving out of town. My parents thought I was going to be a famous artist of some kind. The first time I mentioned depression was after graduating high school my mother told me to 'fix it'.

I'm getting help, but it's so difficult to keep trying. I'm struggling to find my place in this world. I feel like everything is urgent.

I really want to have a fulfilling life.

I tend to over think if im doing things right, if im good enough "/

My weight, intake of calories, how I react to things, emotions, triggers, influences on my behavior, too many things to jot down.

when will this end

Class presentation.

what people think or what could go wrong...