One thing that triggers my depression is....
Is when people joke about not needing me or my not being good enough or my looks and sexuality.
Music. I don't know why, but music is the main thing that triggers me. I love music but at the same time I hate it with all my life.
When my results in something are lower than what I expected and the criticisim that follows, which makes me feel worthless
@oliveNectarine5897 Same here except depression has honestly made me stupid. I'm not capable of concentrating and sitting down and doing hard work anymore. I get shit grades but I don't study. I don't have the brain for it anymore. I used to study so hard but that was when I actually gave a shit. I'm really run down from all of the negative things and can't think straight anymore.
@Nairhair95 Most of the time when that happens, I usually shut everyone out and just focus on doing something I reall love to do. That helps me to keep it together.
Theres no one left alive that really cares about me anymore,& I dont wanna wake up tomorrow
@sympatheticSummer9198 I love your honesty my dear
@sympatheticSummer9198 Feel the exact same everyday. I walk around college and just want to leave but then when I go home its the same except instead of feeling no on cares about me I also feel hatred towards everyone in my family. Its probably depression talking but I feel exactly how you feel pretty much everyday.
My dreams.. Its like im reliving the worst parts of my life over and over again..
@RedReborn
I want to change this... My depression isnt triggered its just there.. Most peoples posts on here are sadness not depression.
Being alone at night triggers it the most. Sometimes during the day with friends I even fall into a hole, but I put on a fake smile and I forget soon ab it. But soon as I come home I remember everything I feel is real.
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I am trigger when others treat me like I am nothing. I am in deep despair right now because the only people who pay attention to me are abusive jerks or bullies. Then, no one will do anything about it.
@turquoiseBanana5794
I relate.
Lonliness. When it's late, and I'm alone, I feel totally isolated and silenced. I hate being alone, but even when I'm around people, I still feel alone, like nobody wants me there. Nobody would care if I left.
My thoughts that I'm going to fail no matter what
