One thing that triggers my depression is....
@Laura
I listen to a lot of your "emo" music and I find that I can't listen to your 'sad' song that talks about sensitive subjects because it brings back memories. I respect the songs as a whole but I can't listen to them. I do listen to some sad song but those are ones that aren't as intense and I can easily relate to.
I think "emo" is an amazing subculture and there is a lot of stigma and stereotypes around it but most of this music is what got me through my rough times.
the feeling of being alone mostly, but it usually depends on what the issue is. sometimes I'll just be sitting by myself and start thinking too much which brings out the negative thoughts. other times I could be halfway through a laugh with my friends when I start to feel like someone has drained all the life and energy out of me, and for no specific reason.
Comparing myself to other people.
Whenever I talk to someone and The words don
Seeing a beautiful woman.
i know she would never notice me and that i could never be the kinda guy she wants. It hurts. It hurts. The silent rejection hurts. The rejection spoken through those eyes which never care enough to even glance at me.
My depression gets triggered when people talk about why I closed my business down. And no matter how many times I tell them it made me unhappy, they try to convince me that it was a mistake. Why doesn't anyone want me to be happy?
Flashbacks, the nightmares. But as of this weekend, my boyfriend breaking up with me. And of course he wants me back but this is twice he's broken up with me and my heart doesn't trust him now. And the fact that my daughter's babysitter quit after I paid her, I can't afford daycare so I had to send her to her grandma's which is two hours away and it breaks my heart.
One thing that triggers my depression is anything negative (someone says and does) and let down these are the ones that triggers mines the most
When I am in bed alone with my thoughts
When I see others and they give me the look as if they sizing me up. When I see how others interact with strangers so flawlessly and I just stutter and look at the ground. When I see the popular girls complaining about how their moms took away their phones, when I see I didn't get a grade I wanted, when a friend ignores me, when a family member ignores me, when no one sees what's really going on even though I want it to be hidden. When I see my weight on the scale, when my adoptive mother pulls of crap, when someone comments about how bad I look.
Basically anything.
