Suicidal
I've been really suicidal lately and this weekend I took out a knife and tried to hurt myself. Now I have this cut on my hand that's been haunting me. Why am I feeling this way? I've never been suicidal or had depression and now it came on all of a sudden. It's scary and I don't have anyone irl that I can go to.
@discreetBlueberry I agree with @SilbermondFan suicide.org is a great site but you can look at different listeners and talk to them here on 7 cups. They are super understanding, I know because I've talked to them. You can also talk to me, if you want! I know how it feels to be confused and sad. Please don't kill yourself. You are amazing! 
I'm afraid of people finding out. It's stupid that I feel this way, there's so many people that have it worse than me.
@discreetBlueberry it's not stupid. Depression is never stupid. Don't feel like that, because everyone matters and you do, too, even if you feel like you have a small problem! Because it's not.
@discreetBlueberry hey there blue! Don't ever compare what you've been through with other people have gone through. You matter and you're valid. Just because other people are going through worse than you, that doesn't mean your struggles shouldn't be acknowledged. Please if you're not safe, reach out to helplines and suicide hotlines but if you've no concrete plans, feel free to talk to a listener if you prefer <3 please be safe, we're here to support you.