Today my depression is at a...
On a scale of 1-10 with 10 being the worst, where would you rank your depression?
What is one thing you can do today to find some joy? Even if it is just for a moment?
5
Banana out of ten. Cuz sometimes numbers don't quite describe it.
Today- it's starting out at a 4, and I'm trying to be optimistic. Let's hope it stays at 4
today feels like an 8
Today feels like a 6
Today feels maybe like a 4 or 5? I feel okay, but i've still had absolutely no motivation and just played games all day so far...
@EeveeTrainer
I hope things get better for you!
Today is definitively an 8...
A couple, I spoke to a "good" friend of mine who I hadn't talked to in several weeks. She said we should hang out "sometime soon". When I asked what day she'd like to, she didn't respond. Yesterday morning, I asked if everything was okay. She told me "Yep." and proceeded to not talk to me for the rest of the day. This is the exact reason we haven't talked for said past weeks.
Pretty sure we aren't actually friends anymore. She was just being fake nice, I guess.
And, to be honest, I never really liked how dismissive she would always be. On several occassions, she would hang out just to get free food, and I knew she was using me. I suppose I was just so desperate to have a friend that I ignored it. And, I always felt as though she looked down on me, because I'm atheist; she, being catholic.
I'm rambling.
Depression is now a 9.
I hate this.
@Tolstoj
A couple days ago*
@Tolstoj Oh... 
I know how does it feel, to ignore being used, or pitied, just to have someone that would at least talk to you. This can really happen to anybody, it's not a matter of how interesting or valuable you are as a person. You're worth so much more than being used. Mind if I ask how old are you?
PS: I'm atheist too 
@GhostlyLilian Thank you for the kind words. I wish it were as easy as telling myself I'm worth it, but I suppose most things start with a single step forward.
And no, I don't mind. I actually just turned 28.
All time high. I'm not sure what I feel. I haven't for awhile. That's why I'm here.
7☹️
@britney1902
Things will get better! We're here for you
10 for sure! I have an assignment due tonight and my partner is waiting on my part and I dont want to move or do anything!