What is something Depression keeps others from knowing about you?
Depression can be good at masking who you really are as a person. It can keep others away and selfishly keep you all to itself. What is something that Depression keeps others from knowing or seeing about you?
Its hard to express emotion, but when things go wrong it does help to talk about them. I can talk about them, with a straight normal face and all. But that doesnt mean that I dont break down every day.
I am very friendly and loyal. But the armour is always on.
It prevents people from knowing how i really feel when they say a mean joke without mean intentions and prevents me from showing emotions that are not happy
i just broke down in blood sweat and tears because there is no magic in life and every single lonely day is totally predictable. pretty much undifferentiated monotony trudging and hobbling along on empty and without any purpose.
@dpecheur10 I relate to this so much
What I'm really like
On the outside I "Fake" on the inside I feel my heart is faling form being so heavy and my mind starting to be filed with dark thoughts like suicide and cutting
I just felt so empty, hollow. Nothing brought light or joy into my life. I couldn't do anything, I don't have tinge energy to get up in the morning. Never felt anything so strong, so draining in my life.
The real me
I would say that depression holds back how I am when I'm in a relaxed and calm environment. It's always in painful hindsight when I come to realise how I've been in the past, with what I didn't act or do to help someome that's close to me
That I really do have a sence of humor.
