Worthless & Hated
Hello, Right now i feel like dying would be great :)
I feel worthless.
I feel lonely.
i feel like no one loves me.
So, I have no friends as of now because they all back stabbed me. My issue is that if i make an online friend and then were enemies they find a way to track my new online friends and message them saying sh** about me so then my new online friends leave.... I don't know what to do.
Right now most of my school hates me and they're all fake and i have lost all my online friends.
I also feel like whenever my life goes good (i make friends, something good happens, etc.) life doesn't want me to be happy so then something bad happens like someone will spread a rumor about me to everyone then i lose everyone and be hated, or anything like that.
When i lose all my friends i feel like there is something wrong with me. Like am i too weird? am i too boring? am i just that horrible of a human being?
I don't know what to do anymore..... I want to commit suicide but im too pussy to.
Thank you for reading....
@InvisibleBoy You are not worthless - dont let anyone convince you otherwise.
Real friends will stick with you no matter what other people say to them. Stay strong and always keep fighting!
There are many people around who are willing to stand by you <3
@InvisibleBoy You are not worthless. Anyone who says anything like that is a bully and likley feeling insecure about themselves. You are very strong to post here and share your experience. Seek out some professional help and know that everyday is a new day and that help can come in the most unexpected places. The world is a better place with you in it, even if you don't see that yet, trust me on that!. I hope you find the friends you deserve and you can always message to talk if you need to!
@InvisibleBoy
Sometimes when we lose friends if for the best. Better be alone than have really crappy friends who backstab us , right?
Well making friends is also hard, I get what you're saying. You should start online like you mentioned but try to not give super personal info, because like you said can be used against you. This way you can be safe and also realise who's your real friend
You can do it. You're not worthless at all, friends is a really hard thing
Just be patient about it, I'm sure you can do it :)
p.s- love your drawing of joey!
@InvisibleBoy, we have so much in common, except losing online friends(because I didn't have any online friends, well i had online friends on a game, but i deleted the game because people didn't treat me well on the game.). I think 7 cups will be a fresh start for the both of us. I am not saying suicide is an option, because I thought of that idea yesterday, until I read your post. You are not alone. I don't have any friends either(so many people are missing out on how great we are). Don't feel bad okay.