College:/

I’ve recently found myself in a deep depression that i haven’t been able to pull myself out of. My grades have slipped and i am in danger of not graduating because of my lack of competition of my assignments. Mentally I’m so drained and i cry every night until like 4 in the morning because I’m just so exhausting with life and it hasn’t even really begun. I got into my dream school and i have to decline my offer because of the financial aid. My parents do not want to help me and refuse to sign for my loan, which they have to because i have virtually no credit. My mom is upset that i am not happy to graduate even though it means nothing to me anymore because i can’t do anything that is important to me. She acts like it’s an accomplishment for her to because she said she “supported me emotionally”, even though she was never there when i asked for help on assignments and refused to believe me and only called me lazy when i told her that i was having difficulty in school. I had terrible Adhd which was diagnosed, so now I’m just a wreck and i resent my mom.