I have an exam in 4 hours and stayed up all night because I don’t want to fail my parents again.

my parents know my mental condition, yet they still get angry at me when I fuck up my tests. Now my mom is having me create a schedule so now I’m studying for about 11 hours a day and it’s exhausting. 3/5 are probably completely screwed up, today is chemistry which I’m extremely nervous about. I’ probably going to fail this one as well, since I’m behind with everything.

I don’t think I’ll make this year. It’s really hard to hear them talking about sending me to another school, even though I got through middle school and the first year of high school (its the same school for my country).

I guess this was more of a rant than a help-needed post.

anyway, cheers.