I’m so tired
I’m tired of everything. I wake up and can’t even get out of bed. I sulk in my own filth and can’t do anything about it. I take so long to do tasks because I have no interest or motivation to complete them. I hide from my friends and my family so I can stop being a burden. I can’t help myself but to complain and be pessimistic about everything. When people offer me solutions I get angry and explode on them. They don’t know what it’s like to feel this way, to not even have the motivation to get in a car and drive to the doctor. When people say the smallest things to me I get so offended and I’m just overall so irritable and hard to talk to. All I do is pity myself and hate myself for it. I’m just so exhausted of living like this. I’m so tired of fighting every day to do things that come so easily to everyone else.
i relate to you so much and i’m extremely sorry that you’re going through it. if you ever need to talk to someone just for them to listen please lmk i’ll be here
I’m sorry to hear how hard it has been for you. Our instinct is to try to help and make things better if someone tells us they feel like this, but it is often far for complex and more difficult than that. I can’t begin to understand how you’re feeling right now, but what I can do is appreciate what you’re going through and let you know that there is support out there. You are not alone. And as strange or as difficult as it might seem, people care, like I care, about you. Please keep talking, and please feel free to drop me a note if you want to talk about anything.
@jmtceq11p6
You need to seek treatment.
And we are here to help you, if you need to talk I am here for you.
I am sorry about how you feel, but believe me you will overcome it.
