It’s over
i lost everything i had and that included my friends. i was doing so well with what i was doing, make videos and be a good role model for people online but it all ended when i got cancelled in 2022 of August. i lost my pride, friends and my followers. i let them all down and i feel alone. i talk to nobody and i’ve been getting harassed for 5 months straight by a group of people and i just don’t know if i can hold on anymore.
i feel horrible about what i did but i won’t go into detail of what it was. just know i was a bad person and i isolated myself from people to get better and now i feel horible about it and now karma got me for what i did. i miss my friends and i’m so alone. i feel like utter shvt :(
Hey idk what the whole story is , but what I do know we’re both people who are struggling . Do you want to chat ? Maybe we can help each other out ?
@nihilisticpainter
Hi, Jade!
We are human, we all make mistakes.
Sometimes huge ones.
You are fully aware of what you did, and regret it.
This a is very ethical and valuable attitude.
Sometimes some regret and even shame are healthy reactions to things we did wrong.
Those negative emotions "teach" us about right and wrong and their consequences.
What kind of person would we be if we didn't regret our wrongdoings?
But that doesn't mean that we should bash ourselves forever.
At some point, we must forgive ourselves.
And move on.
Regarding all you lost, it was all your creation.
An expression of your talent, your good heart, and your charisma.
You are very young and talented..
You will mend friendships, make new ones and rebuild your reputation and standing in your field of activity (I guess it's video social media).
What made you great is still inside you.
You will get great again, sooner than expected.
Along the way, I encourage you to join the group chats (sharing circles are particularly great to my taste), Check upcoming sessions here: https://www.7cups.com/home/communityCalendar.php
Also talk to listeners and continue participating in the Forums.
You can also share some of your artwork in the Hobby Zone here: https://www.7cups.com/home/hobbyzone/
You can create your own portfolio by selecting the topic "Hobby Journal"
It's not over, Jade.
The best might lie ahead, in the years to come.
Stay awesome!
It sounds like it has all been really hard. One part of your life has ended but another can begin now. That can be a tough process. But you have learned things.
Beating yourself up isn't going to help much. Are there new things that you can imagine yourself trying? @nihilisticpainter
