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Sometimes when I get depressed or hurt I write music

User Profile: SecretsSlay
SecretsSlay December 26th, 2025

Tonight emotions were high and I reacted badly. So here’s the song I wrote to vent about it yay. Please don’t ask about the event. 

Facetious

Goth and gays have the right to color their hair 

Goth and gays know who they are deep down inside

Goth and gays show no fear speaking with pride 

Goth and gays share their burdens but how can I?


Yes I’m religious yes it’s facetious 

My keys in my bra

My thoughts hidden

My opinions forgotten 

My beliefs unknown 

Yes I’m scared yes it’s hard


Victims and protesters share their thoughts they shout it out 

Ya they shout it out loud

Yet here I sit crying 

tears hidden in my heart

Fears never to be spoken 


Yes I’m religious yes it’s facetious 

My keys in my bra Books

My thoughts hidden

My opinions forgotten

My beliefs unknown

Yes I’m scared yes it’s hard 


I hate the way I think

I hate the way I exist

I hate the way I hide

But I do it all the time

To please the voices 

Right outside 

 


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User Profile: Amanda84
Amanda84 December 26th, 2025

@SecretsSlay

🥺

No questions.

No judgements.

Just holding quiet space to say I hear you.

I'm sorry you have to hide who you are.

And one day, I hope you see your worth, just the way you are 💚

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User Profile: SecretsSlay
SecretsSlay OP January 1st

@Amanda84 I dyed my hair today. That’s what the argument the song is about. He got mad. Not directly at me but he expressed his dislike of it. I realized today that dying it was my showing that I’m healing. Thank you so much for those kind words. They mean the world to me. 

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User Profile: Amanda84
Amanda84 January 1st

@SecretsSlay

A pleasure 💚 

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User Profile: forestshadow
forestshadow January 1st

@SecretsSlay

I love this song. I can relate. Thank you for sharing this masterpiece 💕