numb
i really dont know how to describe what im feeling but im gonna try. i feel all these negative emotions that come with my depression but i feel so detatched from them that its like i feel nothing. i feel weird i cant deal
@amusingSail8830
Numbness can be really really frustrating. I am sorry you are having to go through it. Do you think anything might help with it?
Sometimes i feel so bad that it bottoms out and i just feel nothing like a heavy empty nothing... also I'll feel like my body isn't on or like it's in sleep mode, like i wont be able to move without a major effort. I'll stay completely stationary
I constantly feel numb, it has become my default state, I think. There is just this wall that keeps my feelings and my life from being real, and I sometimes can only make characters that embody me feel when I daydream. I rationalize my feelings but barely exist. Sometimes I even disconect from my disconnection, like a matrioshka of emptyness. I live in a limbo, sort of.
i feel numb from time to time. i dont know what causes this weird feeling. ive been feeling like this for quite some time now. i feel detached from some of my emotions like being happy its as if it doesnt exist to me its really weird.