Hello friends

Hello I'm Hey from hk. I come here coz i dont know how to talk to and really wanna find someone really understand me. As a teen ive being depressed for half year and i dunno how to deal with. I just go on and hide my emotions and i dont find it useful it even made it worse. Can anyone give me some advice so that i can have a happy day. For my goal right now is only live happily for a day. Also i wanna say is my parents don't know my condition so i really dunno how to deal with it. Thx for reading!