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I have been battling depression for many years. Lately it has gotten worse and I am not sure what to do about it. I have a good family with love and support but that doesn
@TryingToBeOptomistic Hello there! It seems like you're going through a rough patch from battling depression for so many years now to hating your job. I'm very sorry to hear that it has gotten worse even though you're getting the love and support from your family. I understand how difficult it is to be your shoes. You really sound lost and confused on what to do with your life. I agree that feeling this way is truly horrible and it makes you question your existence or if things would ever fall into their right places in time. But hey, you don't have to pressure yourself in figuring out things soon.
I also hope that the pain you're feeling would subside soon. I know that it must've hurt you when you had the back surgery and losing your identity as an athlete. This shouldn't make you any less of a human. Athletes do experience injuries and surgeries but I hope that you find your purpose soon as a human.
I wish I could help but I cannot really fix your issues. Feel free to vent here in this thread or connect with any listeners if you want some support.
I hope to find peace within my soul and mind