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Hi! I joined 7 Cups awhile ago but then immediately forgot about it. I just got back into and now subscribed. And want to really use it for my diagnosed major depression disorder. Along with anxiety and self esteem issues. I've been in abusive relationships in the past because of the lack of my self-esteem and, well, that's just the tip of the iceberg. On top of that I deal with chronic pain from a rare disease nicknamed the suicide disease for what it does to people. However, if nothing else, I am stubborn and have endured a great deal. And plan to work hard for a happier life. And hope 7 Cups is part of that journey.