i need someone to talk to
ive been dealing with depression since i was young. im a teenager now and still struggle with it a lot. like a lot. i put up this mask because i feel guilty about it all the time, i just cant help what im feeling. i dont have a bad life or reputation, i just feel empty all the time and its slowly eating me alive because i have no one to talk to..... please help me please 
@iwantsomeonetotalktoplease Hi .... new to this myself ..... your not alone, realy I mean that ....
@iwantsomeonetotalktoplease So when you say ou feel empty, could you mayb describe it a bit more .... like do feel you are 'shut down, numbnumb' or is there something that you are worried about maybe?
@mamyth its really cold and empty, but it hurts at the same time. like my heart feels like its burning. i feel like im trying to fight these demons over and over again but they never go away....
hi.
first of all.
"PAUSE" and "BREATHE".
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Feeling better?
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Ok.
Now, Slowly type things out.
I understand it is not easy.
Slowly type your thoughts out, and things you like to discuss about.
I find it easier to express my thoughts out this way.
@mikenai22 i want to tell the world. i want to tell everyone that im hurting. i want the people i love to know, because i hate hurting by myself. i want to let the people who hate me know. i just feel guilty. about everything. first, i dont have a bad life. I know depression is something that can't be controlled, but why do i feel like this when im so spoiled and blessed? there are literally people out there whos lives are threatened everyday and im over here crying about my emptiness. i feel guilty, but i dont want to. i have a problem. i know i do. i never feel good enough. nothing i do is enought to please me, so why should it please anyone else. my heart just hurts so bad and i really want it to stop...
@iwantsomeonetotalktoplease
when you replied to my post.
did it help you feel better?
i can understand/relate/feel your "anger", "suffering", "pain".
i am experiencing in my own ways also.
but most importantly you have to take action to say it out.
and if even better to be brave to overcome it, but saying it to the person that you need it to be address (I know it is not easy)
if not otherwise, feel free to talk/chat with any of the kind souls here.
@iwantsomeonetotalktoplease
Hi sweetie, I'm so glad you are being brave and reaching out. Sometimes when you're feeling overwhelmed with emptiness and depression, it's a good idea to start some counseling to work through why you're feeling that way. Even though I'm not a licensed counselor, I would love to talk if you're up for it.
Feel free to message me anytime, I'd love to chat!
@confidentSong72 you literally dont understand how much this means to me. i struggle so much and it sucks because i feel like i cant open up to anyone.
i am here
