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User Profile: reservedPapaya9236
reservedPapaya9236 January 26th, 2022

Hello, so I am new here. Dont know what to write since I tend to listen to what others have to say because Ive been told that I am too much to handle. That kind of hurts. Since I did not choose to be sick, and literally did anything I could not to get worse and yet I am here. I would love to run again one day, I can walk but I am too weak to run and theres nothing I can do about that. I dont know if I can handle my body much longer and if my body can keep up with itself, it just keeps getting worse. I cant work or do anything, just taking care of myself is a huge task, I dont get that I am this unlucky. I would love some freedom from how much I suffer, it would be wonderful. I miss going on long walks in the forest, swimming, being social and in general living not just surviving. I am so tired. Hope you all feel better than me. And I wish you all good luck!

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User Profile: hopezzy
hopezzy January 27th, 2022

Dear @reservedPapaya9236 I'm sorry you're feeling this way. Sometimes you might not be the one who is too much to handle. People might perceive it differently. No one chooses to be sick. Don't let them bother you (:

You said that you are missing going on long walks in the forest and swimming. Give it some time you can run and do those activities again. Till then, you need to take the best care of yourself. You can reach out to listeners here as well. Hope you get better soon ❤️