Chiyo's Story

I guess here I go, I was born as second girl child in my family and, no one was happy to know I was girl. Earliest human memory i have is me standing outside house on 4am and knocking door while crying. even so few years of my life went away nicely as my father had job, meanwhile my younger sister was born when I was 7, and same time my father lost job. Now my both parents would stay home, fight, and take out anger on me, beat me up on really small actions of mine, throw me out of house. But yet I'd always stay out of house and enjoy myself. I'd go cloud watching when I'm thrown out. Make random friends and enjoy. Years passed and one day we shifted to other town. In that town new school new stuff, yet I was again out. But sadly I got bullied, my parents never asked me where I went as usual. Because of their neglecting, I got cavities, which took severe turn. Even now I have them, and taking huge part in making me self conscious. Because of that bullying, I stopped talking, even now, I can't speak, because I forgot how to. I'm scared. Years passed we moved back, only things changed was people leaving me. Last year my grandma died, my sister died this year my most beloved pet died. I met new people on internet last year, got into relationship, I can see it falling apart today just after 6 months. Everything seems to be ending now. By @Chiyo