pain is a bit high today
so i go in hopefully soonish to get medical tests hoping we get this figured out but at same time im freaking out my anxiety and ptsd is so high on top of my pain levels being high and brain fog i am frustrating my mom because i have stuff i need to do and i know shes trying to support but she is also acting like im just being lazy... =( i am so tired of this
@LittleWolfCub I hope the medical tests go well and figure out what's going on, good luck! 
@KindListening Thank you im really freaking out and hoping its not like its beennin the past i have a severe phobia and trigger of needles and i dont know if i will be needing blood work or needles involved...
@LittleWolfCub Is there anyway that you could call in advance to see if needles will be used? I wonder if you could have some sort of prescribed sedative beforehand so it would calm you down a little. I definitely think it's worth looking into. Good luck and I hope your procedure goes smoothly!
@KindListening im hoping i can but it also depends on what they decide when i get there
