I think I'm starting?
I never learnt how to count calories.. But I'm starting to. I want to lose weight so badly and I don't want to eat. I feel disgusting and angry when I do. My weight is like this giant weight on my shoulders (and my stomach and thigh). I don't know what to do because I can't decide if I don't mind becoming anorexic or not.
sometimes..looking is not everything..just believing is important..beieve in yourself and start a resolution...just keep trying...because every time you fail ..the more you are to success..
It sounds like you're feeling really uncomfortable in your body, and that's a really hard place to be, but please do try to get support on this early on. I've been down the path you're headed on, and I have to say, it doesn't make anything better, but it makes a whole lot of things worse. I don't want to see you go through the same pain I have, and I hope you can find the support you need to heal and to feel beautiful and whole in yourself. Take care.
