Tired of lying and smiling
This past week, I've been getting really tired of lying and saying I'm fine when I'm not. I wish I could just scream out and tell people what's really happening. I'm tired of people touching my hands and asking me why they're so cold, and i'm tired of lying and saying they've always been like that. I really hate that these food thoughts are so loud in my head that I can't concentrate on anything else, but I still sit there quietly smiling and nodding. I really just don't feel like smiling anymore honestly.
@Itslilyy
It must be hard for you, keeping things bottled only makes things worse. Maybe you should explain how you feel to the people in your life in a calm manner. And realize they may not understand at first. Hope you can reach clarity.