i have a plan... (TW ED)

so, i have a plan to help me lose weight and not relapse. i don't want to go back to the hospital nor do i want a feeding tube again, so i'm not gonna just stop eating. what im gonna do is skip lunch at school, so my parents wont find out. then all other meals are gonna be eaten normally. no drinks with calories as well. i'm not making any other rules at all. no calorie rules, i'll just estimate because my parents see where i go online. this lil plan is gonna help me lose the weight i gained during my weight restoration diet, and it'll take time but i'm willing! like i said, NO MORE RULES than the ones i listed above. i wanna lose the weight so bad so that maybe i'll be happier. i want to be skinny so ba. i'm not gonna say numbers but i wanna get below my lowest weight (which wasn't even that low smh). i hope this works... my parents don't trust mee to exercise so this is my last resort.