Messiness of recovery
generousPerson7596
October 28th, 2018
Hi. I am going to do my best to convey my thoughts so they are not word jumble.
I have tried many different things. 12 step programs for food (like all of them). Meds. Therapy. Intensive outpatient treatment. Diets. I have found short term success with 12 step bc it allows me to get "perfection" by doing a lot of stuff (the activities I am asked to do for the programs). BUT these are not sustainable for me as I flame out and binge.
I just wish it was a straight line to recovery without failures. And I wish I could have instant perfection.
Thanks.
SimplyLora
October 28th, 2018
@generousPerson7596 i feel ur pain i feel like such a failure, im on a 3rd binge day streak rn and its totally a mess.
1 reply
@SoftFairy I understand. My thoughts get all cluttered when I mess up.
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